Similarities and Differences

Similarities
- You make my life a living hell as much as I make yours
- You hate me as much as I hate you
- We're smart
3 things that will never change

Differences
- I care
- I show it
- I'm honest and proud of it
3 things you will never be

Wait, soon I'll crack
You're feeling it too
but I show it
I'm not ashamed.

Dedication for you.

Happy turns into sad.
Smiles turn into frowns.

Love turns into hate.

Hearts turn into knifes.

Free turns into captured.
Safe turns into lost.

Next turns into last.
Hello's turn into good byes.

Gone turns into forgotten.

Suck it up and Shut up.
Life wouldn't be any fun if things didn't change.
There not always bad.

I should have said this months ago.

There was so much anger,
So much despair,
So much emotion.
You made me,
Mad,
Love,
Crazy,
Envy,
Feel.

You’re the person I understand the most,
Yet when I'm around you,
I understand myself the least.
I had to do something,
Every minute I felt differently.
I was so lost.
So I did nothing.
I was content with that.

Day by day,
I'd never do anything big,
I'd brush off so much I knew I shouldn't.
Good and Bad.
Hold on to so many irrelevant times.
Good and Bad.
There was so much there,
You were changing,
It was only building up.

I'd go blank,
It was easier to ignore,
or simply forgive and forget.
Some call it a gift,
Others call it hell.
That's what I do with everything.
It always works.
It always goes away,
I'm glad you didn't go too.
I don't and didn't want that.

You don't understand all of me,
Most things you thourght were wrong.
It's not a bad thing,
I wouldn't have a clue either.
Please don't assume,
I understand why you did.
I don't hide things,
I hint.
I don't hold grudges,
I let go.
It's already gone.

I’m sorry,
I really am,
I didn’t give you many answers.
You make me fly,
It feels great.
What goes up must come down.
Maybe that’s the answer.

There's a stage where things can't go any lower,
It's called rock bottom.
We were almost there.
I still had hope.
For things to get worse,
You have to have something to lose.
I did, I had your Friendship.
I like you,
I think things are better,
I hope it stays like this.

This isn't me

It's exciting,
It's new,
If it was so great why didn't I think of it before?
I did,
What worries me is why I didn't act.
Maybe I don't want this.

I keep telling my self to give it a go,
Take every chance life gives you,
I'll never get everywhere other wise.
I'm not sure I want this,
I don't no,
That's why I care.

I'm a wuss,
I'm pathetic,
I need to push myself,
But I'm so scared,
Scared of the unknown.

This isn't me,
I don't feel this way,
I don't deal with this,
I don't want to deal with it.
I don't want it to go either.

I hate the confusion.
I hate not knowing.
I hate being scared.
I hate the fact I don't know where I'm going,
Or what I'm doing.

Tell me what to do
Please.

Think about it

You are starting to be everything you hate,
You are starting to be everything I hate,
Does this mean I should hate you?
I'm starting to.

Motivation

Am I dead?
Am I meant to feel?
I don’t.
Should I feel bad?
Should I worry?
I don’t.

Everything I used to care about,
doesn't seem to matter.
I don’t care about anything anymore,
except how I am going to get though the day.
I keep holding on to unrealistic ideas,
They'll move me.
They don't.

I make a small change for the better,
It turns big, bad, out of control.
I have no passion,
No motivation.
How am I meant to do anything with out motivation?
I don't.

It has no point,
I don't care,
I'm tried, bored.
I don't have time for this.
My life shouldn't be spent like this.

There is,
No conclusion,
No ending,
No resolution,
I can't fix how I feel,
Even if I hate it.
So I don't.

What I think of you.

What do I think of you?
You ask but do you want to know the answers?
Can you handle the answers?
I don't think you can.

You think your special,
You are,
What you don't understand is that others are also.
You think you have problems,
You do,
So do others.

How do I get you to understand?
How do I get you to see?
You are a good person,
So are others.
You and them are not so different.